chananar♥: A Hottest's Confession. For Anti Block B, Anti 2PM, Anti Nichkhun, Anti Junho, Anti Chansung, BBCs, HOTTESTs. I hope all...

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Block B antis. STOP IT. Please. I beg you all. You aren’t making anything okay. Just stop. Block B has suffered WAY freaking much. Enough of this sick issue. Stop it.

And then again. I’m not a BBC. I’m a HOTTEST.

And also, some of you BBCs… stop saying that HOTTESTs are all the same in being an Anti Block B. I’ve been receiving a lot of hate judging how I’m a Hottest and Chansung biased (since Chansung commented about the issue). I admit I’m not a fan of Block B, okay? But never did it cross my mind to hate the boys of Block B! They’re great (and I considered them the best Rookie group of 2011, sorry BANAs) and it isn’t my fault that my Kpop addiction revolves around the senior groups (SS501, Big Bang, 2PM, SHINee). I’m hurt about everything.

I’ve been closing my ears from all the issues but it gets even worse by the day.

Seriously. Stop.

You do realize that judging the kids won’t do you good.

They’re young. They still don’t know a lot about the industry. So I understand why they made a mistake. They are imperfect, everyone is. They said sorry and admitted their mistake. Antis should be happy. It takes a whole lot of guts to say sorry when a lot reacted (and also became antis) about that issue.

Block B had the guts to say sorry. It’s really great. But I was sad that Zico shaved his head and P.O was hospitalized because of stress (they don’t deserve it, and it kills me inside). Oh God, help them. I’m a psychology student and I know a lot about disorders. If ever the kids develop a disorder, would you be happy? What if you, dear antis, were the ones in Block B’s place? Would you be happy that antis (or people you don’t even know personally) want you dead? Again, what you’re doing isn’t helping anybody and I know a lot of us know about that.

Antis, would you be happy if they’re dead? Would you be happy if they’re stripped off their job? Their dream that they have given a lot of tears, blood and sweat for years of training? They only want to share their music to everyone and enjoy them with their fans (and those people who like Block B’s songs).

And BBCs who became anti 2PM. Please. I beg of you. Stop it. Just… it hurts me. 2PM went through a whole lot. I know you have your reasons to hate them. But aren’t you being a bit irrational sometimes like how others say that Nichkhun is also irrational?

Now to Nichkhun antis. Personally, I think that Nichkhun has the right to react like that. Nichkhun is from Thailand. Nichkhun loves his mother land. He’s a a goodwill ambassador of the Tourism Authority of Thailand. Thailand was scarred by a big flood. Nichkhun’s beloved home land was almost destroyed. How would you think he will react of Block B boys’ statements in the interview? Even though it was a joke, I think that Nichkhun’s heart is damaged. Now, put yourself in Nichkhun’s shoes. How would you react if your beloved country was given a joke like how the boys of Block B did? And what I have observed… Nichkhun isn’t someone who reacts to things rudely. I, myself, don’t think of his tweet as rude. He’s just plain reminding about things. Nichkhun is disciplined and I think a lot of the Thais are. Their culture is different from others so why are you judging him a lot? He can control himself and his anger. I know he’s not angry. He’s sad that’s why he said those things.

But Nichkhun, I hope that you will say sorry, too, and console to the boys of Block B, especially P.O and Zico. Because they need it more. I know that you can step out of that pride of yours (if ever you have a big one) and go on and say sorry to them. As a fan of your group, I believe in you.

Now… to Junho… Junho. To be honest I am disappointed of your tweet. Junho. Why? Why did you tweet that? Why have you reacted so boldly? Junho. Why? I’ve been asking myself but I still don’t know why you didn’t restrain yourself from saying that. Well, I came to an assumption but I don’t know if my assumption will help protect your image (as how you protect it).

To the Junho antis. Junho, as a lot of Hottests see it, is a very serious person. He have sacrificed a lot to reach his dream. When I first watched 2PM variety shows (Idol Army and Wild Bunny), I viewed Junho as a funny man. BUT everything changed when I watched 2PM show (since, admit it, he’s a bit bitchy on that show) and that I Hate You dance practice video and some comments among the kHottests that I have encountered.

Junho wants (really wants) to be in the lime light so he protects his image so much (but Junho, what you just said scarred your fame, sorry). He forgot how to be happy and joke around unlike the other members. He can’t even be an idiot (admit it, the other 2PM members are more than idiots *coughTaecandChancough*). He’s a very deep person. VERY deep indeed. And now, I’m trying to firgure out why Junho (and Chansung) commented about the issue… what I thought about is this… Nichkhun has taken care of his members a lot, Nichkhun is the nicest among all of the members (he is… admit it). If you watch 2PM’s Cinderella Sister parody and skip to the last part where Chansung and Nichkhun’s kiss cut is… Chansung bursts with laughter when the camera didn’t stop rolling when they were in the kissing scene (since the kissing scene was meant to stop maybe an inch away of Chansung and Nichkhun’s lips). When they parted, Nichkhun was so calm and was chuckling… then, Chansung shouted ‘WHY DID YOU KEEP THE CAMERA ROLLING?’ in an informal way while Nichkhun said (yes, said, not shouted), at the same time as when Chansung shouted, ‘Why did you keep the camera rolling?’ in a polite way and he was also so calm. Need more proof of Nichkhun being nice? Then I shall say so after. So back to the assumption I had. Nichkhun is the nicest among all and I bet Junho (and Chansung) was just concerned about Nichkhun that’s why they made a statement BUT… I don’t know why Junho overdid everything. I’ll just say he just wanted to protect Khunnie… but, honestly, Junho, you overdid it. Sorry, my fellow Hottests and Junho-biased people… I stand my ground with regards to this.

And about the videos where I saw how Junho is a very serious person?

Check out the I Hate You dance Practice. Notice at the end where the Hyungs (Jay, Junsu and Taec) and the Maknae (Chansung) were goofing around. Junho turned around, removed his wife beater, threw it (with a generous amount of force) on the wall and also leaned on it as if he’s so pissed off. Wooyoung just stuck himself on the wall like spiderman and Khun just looked at the 4 people doing stupid things.

Also, when the Hyungs (Jay and Junsu) initiated the chaos (lol, sorry, I don’t know the word for it) you could see that Chansung looked at his Hyungs, irritated but he managed to just go with the flow and played with his hyungs… Taec did that, also. But in the end, Chansung slapped Jay’s butt as if relieving stress. Now I’m gonna defend Chansung (my bias) now.

Chansung is a very serious person though his image in the industry goes around as the hot beastly maknae of 2PM who doesn’t even look like the maknae, a derpogram derp of the derp century and the eating god of all the best bananas there is. BUT some know his serious and gentle side. The Chansung who reflects a lot, the Chansung who understands a lot and the Chansung who knows how to choose the words he’s going to say.

Chansung, you did a very good job in commenting about the issue. I think it’s because you know how the boys of Block B will be when the things get worse because I know that you know about it. It’s only a shame how your tweet was mistranslated in the last part. (It should be ‘You should have shame’ politely and not ‘You’re shameless’ rude). I know that you just want to support your Khun-hyung and again, you did a great job unlike Ho.

Chansung antis. I’ve been protecting my bias for a very long time. And I am not going to get tired of it. Throw a lot of hate at him and say that he did drugs, had sex with his ex-girlfriend, he’s rude and etc. But think about this. What do you know about him? Do you know him personally? Is it bad that he drinks when he was under-aged? I drank alcohol when I was still under-aged. Damn it, Koreans aren’t perfect! AGAIN nobody is perfect! And having sex? What? What is wrong with you? He loves his girlfriend. If you love a person so much, you’d have (or think about having) sex with that person, right? And drugs? Psh. G-Dragon survived about that taking drugs controversy, and I know Chansung can tolerate that, too. Irrational I may be? Lol no, you just don’t want to accept that I’m in reason, right, my dearest antis?

I know that there will be a few (or maybe none) who will get to this point of my confession. I only wrote (typed) this because I couldn’t take the hate anymore.

I won’t take sides. I support Block B and 2PM equally. But what pains me is that the Hottests are being a bit silent again (like how the Hottests were when the Jay incident took place, I know some defended 2PM but a lot kept quiet and even changed fandoms).

So here I stand again. I shall defend the group that I love.

I love 2PM and all it’s goodness and imperfection. I love their music even though they do not compose it. I love every song’s choreography even though they weren’t the ones who choreographed it. I love their candid selves. I love them a lot and I know the BBCs will say things like these, too.

All I want now is peace among the fandoms and the groups that we love so much.

And once again, to the antis… Pride won’t shake you off your thorny asses, right, antis? And I bet antis wouldn’t read this post and just be their high and mighty selves 5ever as they say it.

Stop the hate. Stoop down. Understand even though it’s hard.

Respect. Love. Listen to their music.

Peace and order.

These I pray.

Think about it. Please.

And I’m sorry. I’ve defended 2PM. Please understand that I love them that’s why I did this.

And anons, stop it. I won’t answer to your questions.

I don’t even know why I responded as this.

Block B, be strong. You still have a lot of things to go through and you can go on and on and on. Don’t let them get into your minds. You boys are confident and I hope that confidence is still inside you guys. Stand up and still live your dream. Your fans are always there for you boys.

Zico and P.O, please don’t be depressed anymore and I hope you guys wont do things that will further make your fans distressed.

Nichkhun, I just hope that things will be alright and that you will say your sincerest apologies.

Junho, I know that there will be a lot of hate to you… lots. But even though I agree that you’re very rude with your tweet. I will still support you, none the less because I am your fan. I’m a hottest. I will always be.

Chansung, my dearest bias. I’ll always say that you’ve done well. I know the things that made you drop on your knees (and maybe cry) but you’re still standing tall (184cm tall, haha). Know that I will always love you and your banana mania and your hyungs and your imperfection. Everything.

Antis, shut the fuck up and eat corn. Get a life, smell the roses or any other flower you want to smell I really don’t care as long as you guys put a cork through your butt hole and calm your tits.

(Source: chansunged, via junjun-2pmjunho)